Ang Paglaban Ko Sa Writer's Block

Ang Paglaban Ko Sa Writer's Block

Anong oras na oh. Wala pa kong gawa!

Ang hirap naman nito wala akong maisip na paksa para sa sanaysay ko sa Retorika. Halos limang oras na ako sa harap ng computer ko pero wala pa rin. Kung tutuusin madami naman akong pwedeng pagpipiliiang paksa… internet, fashion, basketball, billiards, abortion, pre-marital sex at kung ano ano pa. Pero gusto ko kasi na unique o kakaiba yung paksa ko. Kasi diba madalas yang ginagamit na paksa sa mga sanaysay? Gusto ko yung paksa na bago. Fresh. Yung hindi common. Kasi ako bilang mambabasa gusto ko yung binabasa ko eh kakaiba hindi yung nabasa ko na dati pa. Gusto ganun rin sana yung sa sanaysay ko pero nakakaasar kasi wala akong maisip na paksa. Lalo pa akong nahihirapan kasi Filipino dapat. Sa palagay ko mas madadalian ako kung English na lang. Hindi naman sa sinasabi kong magaling akong mag-English. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay mas naeexpress ko ang saloobin ko pag English. Ayan feeling ko walang sense tong pinagsusulat ko. Ah basta gusto ko lang magsulat ng kahit ano kasi baka sa pamamagitan nito mawala na ang writer's block ko. Nakakaasar pa kasi maaga pasok ko bukas eh anong oras na wala pa akong gawa. Haiiiiiiiiiii...

200th Post!

200th Post!

Okay this day was technically not any better than yesterday...but I am glad to say that I feel a whole better. I'm still kind of pissed though. But let's not talk about that. Haha!


A few nights ago I was bored and so I decided to enter our old address in the Google search engine and then I saw this...

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That my friends... is our old house way back when we lived in the land of the long white clouds! Haha! Coolness. Of course it looks a wee bit different but I don't care. Apparently it's on auction. Someone buy me that house! I want it for Christmas! Haha! Geez. I feel nostalgic! There's so much memory in that house. Sleepovers. My guinea pigs: Kero, Kooky and Pashmina (RIP to them.). Harry Potter marathons. Reduce to clear muffins. Budget chocolate chip cookies. Chocolate Hazelnut + Milk Arrowroot! Babysitting our neighbour Sam! Haha! If you wanna buy that house or if you wanna buy that house for me go here. Photos are courtesy of: them.

I'm Pissed But...Happy Birthday Anyway

I'm Pissed But...Happy Birthday Anyway


I still haven't fully recovered from my previous post. I mean really. I don't know. Oh wellz papelz. Let's see how the show goes. Well you guys see...I haven't been watching much TV for the past two months and I have no plans of catching up with the local boob tube whatsoever so I'm totally clueless about what the hell's happening. I only found out about Lipgloss through the fabulous Bryanboy. So there. I was going to elaborate my thoughts on the show but I decided that it would be best if we'd just stop talking about it and move on with our fabulous lives.


Okay so maybe life's not that fabulous...at least it's not right now! *SIGH* I'm not exactly in the best mood right now. Damn it. My day actually started out pretty fine. I even got to watch Spongebob and Catdog so I left for school with a smile on my face. Even went homewith a smile on my face. But now here I am...all sulky, annoyed and pissed while listening to Silverstein and Taking Back Sunday and Hawthorne Heights and Alesana. How pathetic. And what sucks about this the most is the fact that the thing that annoys me I can't make it go away. I'm gonna have to deal with this until I don't really know when which effin sucks. It's like my life is a big damn joke and I'm the fckin punchline. I just want to burst out. Scream "DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNN IIIIIITTTTTT!!!!!" from the top of my lungs then eat five hundred bars of Hershey's chocolate bars with almonds in them. Or anything that would make me feel good.


Gawd. I hate feeling like this coz it makes me sound emo and pathethic. I didn't even want this entry to be like this. I was supposed to make a happy entry about yesterday and yeah...well Happy Birthday anyways dearest blog.


PS
May I add that iTunes is being a major pain in the ass right now?
Hainakoh! What? Is it like Piss-Off-Alex Day or something????

OKAY. WHAT THE EFF???

OKAY. WHAT THE EFF???

Gossip Girl Pinoy version...? Furreal? Based on what I've seen I think the show looks tad...weird. Geez. Makes me glad that I don't get to watch much TV nowadays. I love Mikee pa naman! As well as Saab. She's so pretty! OM EM GEH. And the girl who plays Abby. Pretty as well. She kinda looks like Blair! KIND OF...Watch the second video and look at her at 1:41. Diba?

Anyways, whatever. Haha!

The Upper East Sider

The Upper East Sider

Last night I had a funny conversation in Y!M with an old classmate back in high school. Here's our convo...

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I don't know if he was serious but that convo amused me so much that I just had to blog about it. I mean really...how many guys do you know knows about Erik van der Woodsen being gay? Or if they know who Erik van der Woodsen is at all? Not much huh? Haha! He even claims that he's an Upper East Sider. Hahaha! He's such a crack up! Kit is the man!


And uh...I wanna go to Germany and I want a pair of Christian Louboutin Couqine Pink Satin Slingback because it's deliciously pink! Haha! Random!


Offz to getz some sleepz yo!
GOD BLESS!
Heart y'all!

Three Bugs

Three Bugs

What's buggin' me lately?

1. BLAIRBANDS. These damn headbands are everywhere and have haunted me in my sleep! I honestly found these headbands cute when I first saw it on Gossip Girl. And I actually bought two myself (but the ribbons in my headbands aren't ridiculously huge!). I was like "Aaaww these things are so cute!" until everyone started wearing them! Especially people in uni! Everyone's wearing them! And take note, their ribbons are so GINORMOUS that you can see it even if you're 500 meters away from that person. Seriously I won't be surprised if one day I walk in the campus and see one of our security guards wearing a hot pink Blairband. The saddest thing about this is not everyone suits them . May binabagayan siya. Most people that I've seen wearing one ends up looking like Minnie Mouse. Oh and in case you're wondering I gave one of my ridiculous headbands to my little sister and the other one well...I dunno where it is right now. Probably hiding somewhere in my closet.

2. SCARVES. Popularly known as shemagh. You know...Shirt + Scarf. Errrmmm...I've seen a few people pull off this look. Why does it bug me you ask? Same reason as the previous one...it just doesn't seem right on most people. I once saw this guy (who by the way was included in my Top 20 Hottest Guys in DLSU-D(which is still under construction...the list I mean. Because I only have 10 guys so far...That means I'm gonna have to research some more to complete the list! )) wearing a white shirt and a green scarf and a ridiculous camouflage pants and he ended up looking like a member of the Abu Sayyaf instead of looking like one of the 20 hottest guys in the campus. It was a sad and an embarrassing scene so I took him off the list right away. Okay so subtracting one hot guy from ten hot guys..that means the list has now only have nine hot guys. Eleven hot guys more to go! Plus...You're living in the Philippines meehhhn! The coldest temperature that we have here is like 60 degrees celsius... Okay maybe not but you get my point.

3. TWILIGHT. Okay! Geez! I get it! Edward and Bella are so kilig! Get over it! Being the bookworm that I am I would honestly love to read Twilight but everyone's acting as though this is the next big thing after frankfurters! Which is kind of WTFFFFFFH....?!!!


Err. Well yeah. Hafta goz.

And I'm sorry if you wear/own Blairbands.
And if you wear scarves.
Or if you're a fan of Twilight.

I just had to get this out of my system!

Bad News For A Girl Who Loves Good News

Bad News For A Girl Who Loves Good News

Bad news for me. I think that that thing in October I was talking about in my previous entry is definitely pushing through. There’s a 70% chance that it will happen. No make that 80%. I know I said I’m ready and I am…it’s just I can’t help but feel scared. It’s gonna be hard and I know it’s gonna take a while before I’d get used to it. I just hope that everything would be okay. It has to! I’ve been so stressed out ever since this thing with She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named started and I could definitely use a break. Lord...help me!

Erm. Moving on...I'm loving my Retorika class! After that nose bleeding poem making thingy we're now making an informal essay. I love it. Haha! I'm having so much fun making mine. My topic is about the people that we encounter when riding public tranpo...specifically the jeep. Haha! I'm hating Speech...Although we got the highest grade for the last activity (radio dj-ing!) our next actvity is making me sad. Song recitation of a love song and since we're both girls...one of us is gonna have to play as a guy and that's probably gonna be me. Not cool! Ugh!

October, October, October

October, October, October

I've been wanting to make a blog entry the past few days but I've been quite lazy. And even if I wasn't feeling lazy I still won't be able to due to all the school works that has to be done.

Anypoo, if Ramona has this thing with September, September, September ...I've got my own version but it's not happening in September but in October. In all honesty I have actually been dreading for October to come in the past few months. Because in that month something might happen. It involves having to do something that I never thought I'd have to do. The only thing that will stop it from happening is well...a miracle. You know the saying "Change is inevitable"? Well..I'm not a big fan of that saying. But I have to face the truth and accept the fact that that saying is 101% true. Change is inevitable. It is the only constant thing in this world and it scares the crap out of me.

But days...weeks months passed by. A lot has happened. A lot is happening. A lot of things and people have made me realize that it's time for a change. It's time to tackle something new and ditch the old stuff. Erm...It's time for me to leave my comfort zone and take an adventure. It's scary but that's life. I'm gonna have to do it sooner or later anyways so postponing it won't really make a difference right? Well. I'm not sure if it will really happen. That thing in October...but if it ever does then I'm ready. Or at least I think I am...

I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28

Geez. I hate sounding emotional.
God Bless.
Heart y'all.